there are people i really dislike at the moment. it’s like my will to tolerate them as snapped in half and i don’t care enough to stick them back together. its odd, because its people i used to consider my friend but now its just disintegrating. sometimes things are just not meant to last
i feel kinda like i like someone but i’m not really bothered about doing anything about it. like sometimes i get a bit crazy but whatever this is very calm and passing but still present. if i walk past them or something, in that moment it’s like “hey, wow” and then that feeling lingers but not glaringly, blatantly lingering. its nice
i hate the difference between Who I Am and how i act. Like what i think and what i say. I try to stay honest and i think i do OK but idk. It’s hard
how to get a boyfriend
put peanut butter on a pinecone and roll it in bird seed. hang it up outside. wait.